Of Being Treated like a One-year-old.

Seriously, mom and dad? I can go home how late I want to.

Can't stop me. HAHAHA.

Of Answered Prayers and Being Hopeful

I went to a job opportunity a while ago...

...it was a preschool.

But who cares? I love little children. And when my interviewer explained the school and its curriculum, I loved the school even more.

I'll be having my two week trial starting tomorrow. And I'm praying that God may work through me and I be accepted in this job. It has always been a dream of mine to be a teacher...

...and maybe, just maybe, God will want me to fulfill my lifelong dream. :)

Random phrases for random people. (Part 2)

1. I'm not talking to you because I just don't want to. Texting you 24/7 is annoying me like hell.

2. Yes, I still love you. I know you don't know that, but I don't care. I love you for you.

3. I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE.

4. Thank you. I still need to bond with you more.

5. Sundays are SO INCOMPLETE without me saying hi or at least seeing you.

6. You wonder why we act like this. Go look at yourself first before wondering.

7. YES I HAVE MY PERIOD THAT'S WHY I'M NOT IN THE MOOD!

8. No, I don't like you. I just find you highly amusing.

9. I can't think of any decent catchy phrase that would compare to that bitchy one right over there.

10. I'm not talking to you because you annoy the shit out of me.

11. Just because I like texting you and I call you something different doesn't mean I like you. Get over yourself.

12. I don't like it when you speak shitty English.

Of Taking it SLOW.

Last Friday, I went to Feast Manila and listened to a talk which main essence was that one should not rush things. I reflected upon that simple phrase and realized that the reason why I've been regretting the decision I've made was because I rushed into it when I shouldn't have. I should've thought it over.

That's why the next time I make a life-changing decision, I'll make sure that I think it over first.

Slowly....

...but surely, I am saying good bye.

I'm not being fair, sweetest. I'm not being fair to you, to him, to us. I've made my choice and I must stick to it.

No more fickle-mindedness. No more selfishness. No more being unfair. I'm saying good bye to what was and I must now focus towards what is.

Of Missed Chances.

I wasn't able to attend the Passion Manila concert last night. My P160 ticket sat idly in the bottom of my purse as I continued to stare at it. I wanted so badly to come... But I couldn't.

I knew in the back of my mind that if I asked for permission, my dad would say no. And if I continued to press the issue, it would be a cause for argument. So instead of trying, I just sat back and moped around last night.

Then when I woke up this morning, a lot of my friends on Facebook who happened to attend the concert were putting up statuses saying that they were blessed. I had this sad and nagging feeling that I should've been there, that I should've tried to ask for permission. I wanted to blessed so badly that I've forgotten that God is not only there in Araneta in that Passion concert, but He is also present everywhere that I go.

I need not go to the Passion concert to experience His blessing. His love overflows in every simple thing around me. And I must not take that for granted. When I realized this, I felt an inner sense of relief and peace flow through me.

As for the Passion concert? There's always next next year. In God's perfect time, I'll be able to attend. :)

Just so you know....

...kahit sandali, pinili kong mahalin ka. Walang halong biro.