Of Pet Peeves and Other Things

I decided to just put it out here for everyone to see (And by everyone, I mean my significant other who's probably the only one who's reading this awesome *yawn* blog).

• I hate it when someone chews with their mouth open. You are definitely not a goat, so could you please stop chewing like you are one.
• I hate it when people do not keep their promises. Promises are made to be broken my face. You should learn how to keep your word.
• I hate it when people lie to me. I SWEAR. It's the worst thing in the world.
• I hate it when somebody does not bother saying "excuse me for a moment" then goes on talking to other people in the middle of our conversation. I would've understood it better if you could've just told me. Please don't be rude. I'm not rude.
• I hate it when I have my period. I turn into this bitch-slash-psychopath. NOT GOOD. Best stay away from the monster.

On a lighter note, though, I love it the fact that when I start talking to Adrian (Hi, love), all the bad vibes and negative feelings go away. See? You have that nice effect on me. Awezum.

Actually, I just wanted to post this because, you know... It's been a while since I actually wrote something decent (yeah, I know that this can barely pass as decent) in this blog. Just so that I'm still updating this.

Growing Pains

Polar opposites, that's what we are. Admit it or not, I know that you know that we don't like the same things... We simply don't jive. And it takes great pain just to pretend that we do. Stop being in denial, stop pretending, stop lying to me, to yourself, to everyone. This is all a lie.

We used to get along, but now we don't. Sad to say, we just grew up.

Insecurity.

Eats you up inside.
Brings you down.
Changes who you are.
Brings you down.

Stand up, friend, stand up.
Let go, and soar above those demons that are destroying you.
You can fly higher, you can achieve greater things.
Don't let it ruin you, don't let it ruin your potential.
Stand up, and soar.

Monster.

Monsters are horrible things. They possess practically everything ugly and everything that you are afraid of. They  represent darkness and will always suck the happiness dry from you.

People could turn into monsters too. Emotionally-drying monsters. Monsters that would scare you away, that you would never dream of befriending or going near to.

What if someone dear to you suddenly turned into a monster? A big, fat, possessive, emotion-eating monster? What would you do? Could you set that person free? Would you continue to love that person?

...or would you run away?

Christmas Rush

I was thinking of writing something related to Christmas since Christmas is only 4 days away, so here goes...

Christmas is about looking for gifts for the people you love.
Christmas is about you getting fatter from all the food you're about to eat during Christmas parties.
Christmas is about receiving gifts/money from loved ones and friends.
Christmas is about the awful traffic you're going to experience.
Christmas is about the sales.
Christmas is about spending more money on gifts, wrappers, ribbons, decorations, and Christmas party costumes...

...Is it really about these things? I beg to differ, really.

Christmas should be about giving, not only to the people you love, but also to the people who need love. Just like how Jesus came down from the earth and gave us not only unending love, but everlasting salvation, even though we didn't ask for it.
Christmas should be about spending time with your family, with your loved ones, the way that the Holy Family stuck together, no matter what happened.
Christmas should be centered on CHRIST. That's why it's named CHRISTmas in the first place: it is a celebration of how God came down from the earth to save mankind, which shows His unconditional love for us.
Christmas is about laying it down to Him, because He is in control. No matter what happens, or what has happened, He will always be in control, and He will definitely make things better.

I might start sounding like a priest giving his homily, but let's invite Christ, not just to His own birthday party, but also in our lives. Let Christmas be a reminder that God, in His love for us, sent His one and only Son to redeem us, and that we, in return, should also give ourselves to Him as a sign that we respond to His love.

Blah.

Questions. Secrets. Doubts. Uncertainties.

Nothing. Nonsense. Nowhere. No one.

Connection.

That's what we have.

We jive. We finish sentences for each other. We think similarly. We like almost the same things. We don't need to speak or say everything out loud. Even in silence, we are comfortable, we connect, we are one.

And this is the connection that I wouldn't trade for anything else in the world.