Untitled.

Sometimes I just don't want to care as much as I do. To not make an effort to make you happy or see you. Or even dress up to look good when I see you.
Sometimes I wish I could just turn off my feelings when you disappoint me. When you distance yourself all of a sudden or when you don't make as much effort as before.
Sometimes I wish that I knew when enough is enough. That I knew when I should keep on fighting or if I should give up and let this go.

In spite of everything that has happened and that has been happening, I still come back. I still want to fight for this. I still keep on trying and trying and trying.

Even though it hurts more and more every single time.