Falling Apart.

Until when will I keep on understanding?
Until when will I have to cry and keep everything in?
I try to be strong for you, for us, but I'm slowly falling apart.
Do you see how broken this has made me?...

...I guess not.

On God, Faith, and Prayer

Yesterday, at the start of the interactive Stations of the Cross at Boni High Street, I kept on whispering a fervert prayer:

"God, just one last chance. I promise that I'll never do it again. Please give me one last chance."

However, this prayer changed as we were walking through the stations.

"I am amazed by Your sacrifice and Your love for me. I know that You've got my back, and I will place my trust in You. Your will be done, not mine."

Sometimes, we get too engrossed in our own pain and our own suffering, that we forget that God did the ultimate sacrifice to save us. He placed the sin and the burden on His Son, so that we may live and be with Him in paradise.

I hope that I will never forget this as I walk through life. This life is not my own, it is His. And the best that I could do to repay Him is to love Him with everything I do and everything I say.

Affected.

Whenever you're sad, I pray that everything would turn out alright for you.
I wish that I could be there to envelope you in my arms, and shut out all the noise, negativity, sadness, and pain.
It hurts when you're hurt. I'm sad whenever you're sad.
Everything is now shared, even the pain.
Please let everything be alright.

Pag-mumuni.

1. I forgot that one exact quote, but they said that imitation is the best form of flattery. Well, indeed it is, especially if you acknowledge that the work that you've copied really isn't yours.
   
   I'm honestly flattered that someone would find my work/entries awesome enough to repost them on their wall, but please, don't take credit for my awesome-ness. Just saying. :)
2. In every relationship, be it friendship or a relationship with a significant other, there will always be differences in priorities, opinions, attitudes, likes, etc. And these differences are part of their being. You can't expect to agree on everything because if that were the case, then you should've friends or you should've been in a relationship with your mirror self.
   
   It is here that the challenge of "choosing to love that person no matter what" enters. Are you really willing to accept everything about him/her, and not only their diferences? Or do you just love them because you have a lot of things in common? Think about it.
3. There will always be that one person that, no matter how shitty you feel or how awful the world seem, when that person embraces you or comforts you, everything will be alright. The world will return to its happy state. A simple word, a simple touch, anything from that person could make everything feel alright.
4. That very same person could be the person who you can be weakest to. Like you don't have to hide your real self from that person. Nothing that you do, who you really are doesn't make that person love you any less. Thank God I have someone like that.

Just rambling