Of Cheesiness.

I found this in My Documents while I was cleaning up my computer. I was amazed (and still moved) by this letter. Never did I imagine that I could write something like this in my entire life... EVER. But then again, like most people, I write best when there's an outpour of emotions. So I decided to share this letter I wrote months back. I'm warning you, it's hella cheesy. I'm protecting this person's identity, because I don't want everybody to know for whom this letter is. Here it is:

Cheese.

Dear Brando,

I have to say goodbye. I am not doing this because I don't care about you anymore... In fact, it's because I do.

I need to distance myself from you. If I continue to talk to you, see you, and text you like I used to, nothing would change, we might as well have not said good bye. You need to let me go in order to grow.

If I continue to lead you on like this, I would be selfish and immature. I have to stick to my decision once and for all. I chose Fajardo over you, and because of this decision, you are now my friend. ONLY my friend.

I loved you, I chose to love you at one moment in my life and this good bye is in itself an act of love. I love you, that is why I need to say good bye. You need to grow from this experience.

I am not saying good bye forever, and I am not eradicating you from my life. I'm still here, standing by until we are both ready to enter this friendship again.

So good bye for now. I hope that everything goes well for you. I keep you in my prayers. 

Take care.
Niki