Growing Up

So last Saturday, I attended my very first bridal shower. Just a brief history, the bride and I have been friends for... 9 years. And we've witnessed each other's joys and heartbreaks. And now I can't believe that she's getting married within weeks.

While we were eating dinner, my friends and I were reminiscing on how we used to attend debut parties only, and now here we are, attending bridal showers and weddings. And I remember one of my friends saying, "we're not getting any younger".

And she's right. We're getting more mature. We're going to have more responsibilities, (probably) more problems, more financial concerns, etc. But I think along with it comes more grace, more wisdom, more joy, and more love.

We're not getting any younger, yes. But it doesn't mean we can't have anymore fun.

Bo Sanchez

Probably wouldn't be who I am today if it weren't for him. Grateful.

Loving Life

Enlightened. Amazed. Freed. Blessed. Loved. 

Random things I want to say to random people.

I'll get to say some of these things soon enough. ;)

1. I love you guys. I may not go out with you as often as I'd like, but please believe me when I say that you guys as my second family. I wouldn't be able to be where I am today if it weren't for you guys. Blessed to have you in my life.
2. When I got into this, I thought that I would be mentoring over you, helping you, guiding you, etc. It surprised me when you were doing the same thing to my life, probably more than what I'm doing for you. You have blessed me so much and every time we meet and talk about everything, I feel so blessed and that I am learning so much from you, you, you, you, and you. I love you, bebes. :)
3. I always have fun when I'm with you. I'm hoping that this bond will grow deeper. 
4. Ikaw na Maid of Honor ko, ha? Tapos ako ang Best Man mo. :)
5. Happy crush is happy. :)
6. We've been friends for so long, and I am very thankful that you've been there for me, for both the good times and the bad. You do not judge me for my mistakes, but you see the beauty in me that I myself cannot see. You are my angels. Thank you. 
7. Thank you for not judging me and for being my friend in spite of all that has happened.
8. Thank you, I love you, and I'm sorry.
9. Somebody needs to get back here. Leave Canada and come back here. 
10. We're prolly never gonna be good friends, but still I am grateful that you taught me one important thing: to be humble.
11. You are, and always will be, my spiritual father. More than anything else.

Birthday Week

The past week was my birthday week, and I thank the people in making this year's birthday practically the best birthday I've had. I love you gais. Mwah mwah tsup tsup.

Simple joys.

I feel that it is always best when someone can find joy in the simplest of things. :)

Damage Control

Much has been said and done to take back and repair the damage that has caused our relationship.
We've hurt each other countless times for the past years that I don't think that it would be best to continue on pretending that we can go on with this friendship, or whatever this was, I don't know.
Let's just agree that it's best if we go on our separate ways rather than continue damaging ourselves by pretending that we can still be friends.