Last.

Today is the last day of the year 2012, and I did some backtracking on the events that have happened this year. There were some changes (big and small), some things didn't change at all, some people came, some people left, there were lessons learned from mistakes committed, and of course, I grew up.

I cannot sincerely say that I don't regret anything that I did this year. There were some what-ifs, like what if I did more in school or in work? Or what if I exerted more effort with regards to establishing relationships with friends and co-servants in the community? There were some "I wish I didn't do that" moments.

But I'd like to think that in the coming year, I will be given another chance to prove myself, to apply the lessons that I have learned from past mistakes, and to do the things that I wish I did during the earlier part of this year, which is also the reason why I cannot wait to start another chapter in my life this 2013.

So, to all the people who have my year 2012, thank you so much. You guys know who you specifically are. I wouldn't have gotten out of my rut if you guys weren't there.

Here's to another year of chances, challenges, opportunities, and blessings. Happy new year, guys! :)

Gone.

Delicate, like a spider's web.
I continue holding onto the few strands left.
I am desperate. I continue clinging to whatever I can grasp, but I feel it fleeting away, disintegrating into the wind.
Soon, there will be nothing but a ghost of your hand holding mine.
Soon, there will be nothing but memories of us stored in my mind.
And all of this, all of what we have, is gone.

Drunk.

They say that when you're drunk, that's when all your subconscious things come out. I actually agree with this.

I don't know scientifically what kind of effect being drunk has on a person, but I can totally say that a person becomes more honest (and brave) because of it. It can also be a time where one realizes so many things about themselves and about their feelings for someone.

Contrary to the fact that it makes someone forget, it actually makes someone realize so many things about themselves. It can also make a person remember so many painful memories.

I still don't see the use of getting drunk, though. If it can't make you forget, why be drunk at all?

Confusing.

Sometimes, I really, really like you and find myself imagining how much I'd care for you and love you if you were mine.
Sometimes, I think you're pretty stupid.
Sometimes, I can't imagine myself liking you and caring for you.
Sometimes, you're just a friend.
Sometimes, you're more than just my friend, but you're less than my lover.
Most of the time, though, I still think our relationship's like Nick Miller and Jess Day's: Confusing.

I'm so happy even though it looks like I'm picking my nose

Because I have nothing better to post. HAHAHA.

Daddy's Girl

My dad is probably the coolest (or weirdest) dad in the entire universe.

We like to have "interesting" conversations like:


Daddy: Nasa arneo na u?
Me: Malapit na po. Whyyyy?
Daddy: Hu u?
Me: What
Daddy: Hu s dis?
Me: Your daughter.
Daddy: Y?
Me: Why not?
Daddy: I don't know.
Me: Daddy, why are you so weeiiiird?

Or maybe have some "nice" pictures like this one right here:

He may not be the sweetest daddy in the world, but I know that I am a very spoiled daddy's girl.

He has always brought me to work and sometimes has braved traffic just to pick me up from work.

Holding his hand has always me secure (yes, we are both late bloomers)

He'd listen to my constant rambling whenever we are on our way home.

He'd make me laugh every single day.

If I needed sound advice, he'd always be ready to listen.

He has always replied with a "k" every time I'd tell him I love him, but it doesn't matter. His small gestures are enough for me to know that I am very much loved by him. 

And yes, I'm his little princess, as he is my king. :)

Kerygma Conference 2012

I actually have no words to describe how awesome the past weekend was and how blessed I've been through the people I served with, so I'm just going to upload pictures from random friends. These are the people who have blessed me tremendously with their service and zeal. Amazing.

With the Worship Stream team and emmanuelworship. Amazing people.

And again.

With hands-on the team of the BEST STREAM EVER. 

EXTREME.

Yep, that's me singing.

And of course, my crazy, crazy family.