I encountered this video at this blog months ago. I showed this video to Adrian and told him that if ever we weren't really meant for each other, I want him to know that our relationship has made me grow so much as a person and that I wouldn't be harboring any resentment towards him. I never thought that that would happen sooner than I thought.
Like any other couple, Adrian and I loved, love each other. We had our share of ups and downs. But we wanted to make it work. However, during the later part of our relationship, I realized that, yes, we really love each other, but we just weren't on the same page anymore. He has other priorities to focus on, thus compromising our relationship.
And so, last night, we talked. As in really talked. About how I felt, about where do we go, and how it was best that maybe, it just wasn't the right time to be together.
But, like I said, I do not regret being in the relationship with him. It wasn't easy, yes, but I learned so much and changed so much as a person because of it. I'm much more mature, much more understand, much more patient, etc. I learned how to appreciate the small things.
And I place my trust in God, in whatever plan that He has for the both of us. It maybe that we'd still end up together at a later point in life, or that we'll meet someone better for us. I don't know. All I know is that all this is for the best. And yes, I'm sad about this. Really, really sad. But I'm at peace. I have a great support team. I'll be okay. :)
Like any other couple, Adrian and I loved, love each other. We had our share of ups and downs. But we wanted to make it work. However, during the later part of our relationship, I realized that, yes, we really love each other, but we just weren't on the same page anymore. He has other priorities to focus on, thus compromising our relationship.
And so, last night, we talked. As in really talked. About how I felt, about where do we go, and how it was best that maybe, it just wasn't the right time to be together.
But, like I said, I do not regret being in the relationship with him. It wasn't easy, yes, but I learned so much and changed so much as a person because of it. I'm much more mature, much more understand, much more patient, etc. I learned how to appreciate the small things.
And I place my trust in God, in whatever plan that He has for the both of us. It maybe that we'd still end up together at a later point in life, or that we'll meet someone better for us. I don't know. All I know is that all this is for the best. And yes, I'm sad about this. Really, really sad. But I'm at peace. I have a great support team. I'll be okay. :)
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